I JUST FEEL SO SCARED
BECAUSE KARMA IS REALLY
REALLY
CLOSE TO ME
I
HURTS
EVERYPEOPLE WHO LOVES ME SO MUCH
IM SCARED.
DOES EVERYONE KNOW?
HELP!
I NEED A HUG
JUST A HUG
I WANT TO FEEL LOVELY.
HELP ME..............

does everyone know?

does everyone care?

does EVERYONE GIVE A FUCK?

NO

NO

NO

EVERYTHING IS JUST NO.

HAPPINESS

NO AGAIN

EVERYTHING ARE BECOME COMPLICATED IN MY HEAD

IT'S

REALLY

FUCKING

HURTS

DOES

ANYBODY

CARE?

NO ONE!

:(

scared
i feel so scared to see my twitter's home
facebook home
tumblr
text messages
people
new people
old people
friends
parents
brother
sister
family
everything
feel
so shy
about anything that i wil do
idk
im scared
just scared
as very very scared
like an sky
sometimes is blue
but sometimes is dark
i don't know
i feel so confused
i'm scared to show everything
i hate my friends.

lonely

you know what?
big headache.
with a many painful things
lost someone
who love you so much and so do you.
see and hear a many people laughing with their love.
but me
just sstay here
listening a song
hope someone can make me out from this.
i feel so terrible
terrible lonely
and no one understand
very want to going out
but i have no money
no love
and no plan
EVERYTHING IS JUST NO.
i feel so sick
my head is very sick
please someone whoever read this............. give me a hug.

......................
oh
God
why?

am i the only one people who always scared in every night?
just
because
i
always
remember
you
and
can't
sleep
every
midnight
this
is
so
hurts
:(

this is so true :')

Robert Wyatt - Just As You Are

Ooooooooooooh

It's that look in your eyes 

Telling me lies 

So many promises broken

What can I do? What should do?

Try to love you just as you are

Cos I'm never going to change a thing about you

Never ever going to change a thing

(Try to love you) just as you are

Should I leave should I stay? 

Should I call it a day?

There's so much to say that's unspoken

In your ray of ????

All I can do; try to love you just as you are

Cos I'm never going to change a thing

No I'm never ever change a thing

(I try to love you) just as you are

It's that look in your eyes 

I know you despise me 

For not being stronger

What can I do?

What should I do?

I'll always loved you just as you are

And I've never tried to change a thing

Never tried to change a thing about you

(Always loved you)

Just as you are

Will you leave will you stay?

There may come a day 

When I'm weak and I'm stupid no longer

In my way I've been true 

I've lived just for you 

And always loved you just as you are

I've never tried to change a thing

Never tried to change a thing about you

(Always loved you)

Just as you are

i don't know this song is sooooo mean a lot for me.

I WILL NEVER FORGET YOU...

sebelumnya gua mau minta maaf karena gua gapandai untuk merangkai kata2 yang indah ataupun puitis, hahah jadi sejujurnya,
 gua disini mau ucapin banyak syukur dan terimakasih banyak kepada kalian semua teman2ku :)

terimakasih banyak atas segala sesuatu yang telah kalian berikan, dan gua mau minta maaf karena gua tau mungkin pas gua kenal kalian disini, banyak banget hal2 negatif yang gua perbuat dan menggangu kalian, maaf juga klo gua punya banyak kesalahan yang disengaja ataupun tidak.

makasih ya, udah memberikan banyak pelajaran yang sangat berguna dihidup gua, terimakasih juga udah nuntun gua ke arah yang lebih baik dan mengajarkan banyak hal tentang kedewasaan diri dan hidup.

terimakasih juga untuk waktu luang yang kalian berikan ke gua hingga gua bisa betah diusni, jujur gua sangat senang mempunya teman yang sangat baik kaya kalian semua, bukan cuma baik tapi juga setia, setia dalam hal apapun. baik di dalam kelas maupun diluar, terimakasih juga untuk kegokilan kalian yang nggak akan bisa gua lupain, semuanya tentang kalian adalah hadiah yang sangat indah yang Tuhan pernah berikan ke gua.

semuanya baik2 ya, kejar mimpi kalian, jangan pantang mundur, sesungguhnya kalian adalah manusia yang mempunyai semangat yang sangat tinggi dalam menggapai cita2, semoga apapun yang kalian rencanakan nantinya akan diberkahi dan dimudahkan oleh Tuhan yang maha esa...
AMIN AMIN YA RABBAL ALAMIN..
klo main2 ajak2 gua ya, jangan lupain gua ya :')

pokoknya terimakasih banyak buat kalian semua, baik yang gua kenal baik maupun tidak.
semuanya hebat, semuanya sangat berkesan buat gua.
doain gua ya, semoga gua bisa menjadi apa yang nyokap gua mau :')

daaah teman2........


WITH LOVE...
-TANYA-

#3

part #2

the first quetos i ever made.

 its the first quetos i ever made.